Pretends to be a cutie pie.
I got some freaky thoughts like i would forever be alone, nobody would love me and so on. I know it's so stupid. But i really can't understand, why my ex is so happy now, though he is a swine and scum. When will a miracle happen? Want to love and be loved, damn it, do i ask for too much?! Everybody deserves to be happy. No, i can't say that i'm miserable. I enjoy living the way i do. I love my friends and my family. But my life is bittered a bit with loneliness. I miss being hugged and kissed. Although, i'm trying to fill in the gaps with sublimation... But it doesn't always work actually. Just hope that long waiting means great happiness in future.