Before going to bed yesterday, decided to visit the profile of ex's friend. Saw comments of ex there. With a pic. And guess who is on that pic? He and his new girlfriend T_T She's cute and seems to be nice. Two feelings were fighting in me, on the one hand, seeing that pic hurt me and i even cried...a bit, but on the other.. i want him to be happy, but can't wish that on 100% natural, cause he offended me badly.



And dreams...
(I) of course, i saw my ex in it. We met on his underground station, i were wearing long black dress (it suited me ^^) and my hair was down, i held a corn in my hand. We went into a carriage and sat down. He asked, why weren't i eating the maize. I answered, that didn't know and began to eat it.
(II)Then i found myself in a village(it pretended to be) with my ex. And.. we wanted to have a sex, it was a desire. We kissed several times and began to search for a place, where we could have it. His mum, grandmum and some more people were searching for him, that's why we tried to hide. In the end, we ran to the seaside... it was storming. I saw people running to us... And i split into 2 of me. One of them was looking as my acquiantance (i saw her once at Diana Arbenina's press-conference). Another was me. The first one ran to the sea and went into the water, everybody understood, that she would die because it was storming. And she did. I drew a sigh of relief... And i was shamed because of her behaviour, i found it stupid and i apologized for it to my ex and co. And then i suggested to mix some dough and began to do it.
(III) I was in an unknown room and some mucus went out of me(from my vagina). It transformed into an oval bubble and there were a lot of dead embryos in it of different sizes, i was so scared.

What could all that mean? Looked up in dream dictionaries:

Corn - To see corn in your dream, signifies abundance, growth and fertility. Also consider the pun that something is "corny".

dough - An early stage of a process\Opportunity or potential\Naive or immature

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Went to a photo exhibition today with my classmate, then made some photos of Moscow for David. Kirill(my cm) asked me, what for i did them, i aswered that for one scottish boy cause i thought it would be rather pleasant to be given photos made specially for him by me, than be gifted just some postcards. He said, that the most pleasant thing would be if i would send David some money after that we had a meal and went to the cinema on a horror film. There were some scary moments... and in the middle of a film he hugged me....) that was pleasant.) *and that's it, no kisses - and it's actually good*

her body is sssssoooo awesome!